Identifying The Points Where My Brain Goes KaBoom!!

I just sat down to get things done at the cottage…

I cleaned the sink (finally)…check

I set up my Tiktok Live to run with and item for sale and music playing, a sample I received that’s listed at the top my Tiktok Showcase (buy something!! Buy it often!! The commissions help!!) in order to get some passive income and some Tiktok “street cred…”

…to get that tablet I keep not getting (the last seller held the one of 5 sample slots ransom for a week with a “label made for shipment” and then let Tiktok cancel the order.

…to get that gaming chair, I desperately need to be able to sit for a while. (The chair I’m in, it’s awful and no amount of cushions is fixing the discomfort… I will be buying a chair soon.)

…to pay more bills and be freed of a pandemic credit score which is almost at the “dead cat bounce” point of impact.

So I sat down, ready to take on my tasks, and it happened. It NEVER had a name until I discovered Tiktok, and revisited Youtube, and did the personal work with the sharing of information and resources about ADHD…

EXECUTIVE DYSFUNCTION!!! HOORAY!!!! THE GHOST IN MY MACHINE HAS A NAME!!!!

I can actually feel too many neural pathways firing at once. My mind is trying to make all of my tasks the number one concern right now. At this moment, when I’m typing this article on Medium…right fucking now. Everything all at once...