The Cap Chronicles Part 15 - Where Have I Been?

AND WHO have I been? And “Where do I want to go?” And “Who would I like to be?”…..

I ask these questions pretty regularly. And I ask the nuances of what brings those questions to the surface pretty regularly too. Way too regularly methinks. I also have something written with “methinks” in it. It just happens. A pinch of the dramatic.

I too a break for a couple days from microdosing. I wanted to see what would happen. I wanted to see how I would handle things. See if I could draw upon the times while microdosing to make the beez buzzing in my head quiet down a little bit. It went alright…

I feel more steady when microdosing. I feel more relaxed but not to the point I can’t function or make important decisions. It’s not that I feel more empathy but that I can get past my filters faster to empathize. I’m not as anxious, I’m open to figuring out a new way or even a better way to solve a problem. And yes, when not on it, if I give myself a few moments and breathe, if i remind myself “Do I need to respond this way if I have responded THAT way while on a mushroom stack and things still turned out alright?”

I’ve been using OJ Tek for my consumption of the caps. I empty them out in the juice and stir, then let sit for minutes or hours. I’ve done 1 cap, 2 caps, and I will be doing a 3 cap tek tomorrow. I really enjoy this experimentation.

I tried adding ground pepper last night to the mix. I don’t know if it really made a difference. I’ve posted the question to an…